No Love to Love

I don't love you.

Even though I don't love...
You
stole my heart.

The electricity and fluttery butterflies
they made me shake...stiffly

You only fooled me...
Lying and smiling all the same, but I am okay....I smile on.

So what If I don't laugh, and really you don't care?
So what if I no longer cry, and you stare...
Hopefully...

Until then enjoy the latest distraction
the Main attraction...

I will...

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